xin shi fan de~

what can i sae ii onli can sae i m so sick n tired of my life le...ben lai if i nv go back to malaysia it wont happens i dun ned to pay thousand dollars of bills n i dun have a lonely unstable relationship...how wish i can go back...i will not have to pay n have tis relationship...if i knw we will bcome like tat i wont b wif u...u sae u knw tat when ppl is sad or what u can feel it...i sae if a person act infornt of u lei like she is totali sad but she act infont of u tat she is happii..how u sae u can feel it too...let mii tell u u cANnt Feel it...i was always vry up sad but ii act tat ii m happii wif u..tell u the truth.i m sad when i wif u..i dun like to hear ur gan mei n ur ah ger story...i dun feel ur love...i dun feel secure when i wif u...ii onli can feel tat i m the 1 who put in more effort then u...i do so much what i got..a broken heart...i really wan to knw if u wan to end it pls end it fast..bcus of i wan to pei u so i din work...n ii suffer..u..u wan mii to make cookies i made for u...u wan cake i made...i m always the 1 ren...u angry i comfort u..i angry lei..whr r u...u sad i comfort u..when i sad lei..whr r u...想念是会呼吸的痛,它活在我身上所有角落,哼你爱的歌会痛,看你的信会痛,连沉默也痛,遗憾是会呼吸的痛,它流在血液中来回滚动,后悔不贴心会痛,恨不懂你会痛,想见不能见最痛...u knw anot...even tml is our 1 month u oso forget..is i ti xin u then u rmb de how i feel...我的微笑都假了...yin wei ii dun wan u too stress so i smile...but when i smile u knw how hurt m ii ma..when i typing all this out i m crying u knw...我努力的扬着脸孔-试着让眼泪不往下流-别往下流--

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