I m HidinG hoping u to find mi

I am Hiding..hoping u..to find mi..yet until now u nv gib mi any msg or call...all my effort i done...to u...hopping u to appciate...dun u think u are too selfish u keeping mi beside u yet u thinking of ur ex gf...dun tell mi u r not..if u sae u forget her..i dun believe all ur fb pic has prove that u r not....u say we should gib each other a chance..yet...i m the onli one with put in all the effort...my bd..i still need to request u for my present dun u think is too ridiulous...even though todae is our 2 month u seems nth...y others relationship is always beta then mine i dun wan to compare but yet thing always prove to mi..tat i m such a loser..i lose in many thing...todae is sat dun tell mi that u r really bz...u been wake up since 11+ online & fb...yet 1 msg or call i din recive...yst u sae todae will webcam...i dun give any hope...we r just different world ppl yet we wan to b tgt...

r we really meant to be tgt..once again i ask myslf tis question...yet i dun have any ideal...

What happen to mi again

Tmr is my birthdae i should be happy yet i m like a zombie.., moody, not happy , problems...n more...now i m urs..yet we just like both strange..to be honest i dun feel you love..somehow i felt u are just simply cannt forget her... what m i to you yet i m urs..i m still asking the same question...

Wat Can I saY all is JusT fate

i have nth much to say all i can sae is...fate...we have no fate to be together...even the very last...thing which can click us..together de...i oso loss it...well...shall n0t like last time le ba time to wake up which i told myself everydae again and again...now i m typing tis post but my heart is...thinking of him..i gues...wth...i simplfy dun understand why do others always have a wonderful r/s awsome..r/s...turn n look at myslf..wat do u have...nth...u totally have nth...study cannot...working cannot...r/s worst....alll cannt....damn useless...i dun even knw y am i here....
i sae tat i dun wan to call or sms u but yet i done it...wtf m i doing i dunno..yet i m afraid that he one dae reply me that sowee i dun need ur wake up call anymore..as my gf will do it..sigh..totally dunno wtf m i doing...hais.....

Breakdown

Happiness depends upon ourselves! If u Have the Courage to sae it Everyting will be fine!

If 1 dae nv sms = Means u nv really miss mi
If 1 dae nv call = Means u nv really care for mi
If i ask u to stay ,will u go

Does u really love mi b4 i doubt, u sae u will cherish mi yet promise are meant to be break , so wat shall i believe u anymore... u sae that u broke up wif her will b tgt wif mi yet...u told mi tat u now cannot commit to any relationship.....now u asking not to wait for u yet u ask mi can i still chase u... wtf u wan seiously u sae u still love her..yet u feel like sms and calling her then mi lei..
i m testing u that todae i will not sms u or call u wat the fk u give mi...No Sms & no call... frm what i fking understand is...u cheat on mi...u make everything fking trap to let mi in...now u fking ditch mi...i m fking angry...i m fking sad...can u just fking spare a thoughts for mi...WJ sae u are making mi as a ti dai ping....since after tis thing happen i kepts believe that i m not ur fking ti dai ping yet...after WJ sae tat i felt that i m a ti dai ping...A FKING TI DAI PING... Y DOES U NEED TO DO TIS TO MI...I tot u r good yet... i got a fking thingy frm u... *CLAPS* i m fking ez to cheat rite...who next come nxt guy cheat on mi pls...i m fking easy to cheat...

saddiee

I m fking sad now...since i left... u nv even call mi or sms mi..wtf... have u reach home i dunno... i m fking tu lan...i should fking control myslf towards u...i m a fking bitch..we always suffer frm those fking thing...ARHHH!

SHOULD I STOP THOSE SWEET THING WIF HIM ~

U MAKE MI FKIING FALL FOR U NOW U LIKE TIS OK FINE FINE...I WILL IGNORE U!

Should i fang qi

dae by dae has...pass...i m getting more n more...woorrry n gulity....i knw this was wrong but yet i m still continue this love game....i dunno wat should i do it seems...so complicated...i m so sick n tired of this...maybe is time to end this game but yet i m still loooking forward for the dae wif u ....m i really fall for you or i m just making use of u....or u making use of mi...i dunno i wish...either we may continue...or...just end it.....hais...totally sux..cus everydae i m still worry about dunnoo annything.....i m a gal which need a lots of love by bf but now i m sharing a bf wif others gal...who to blame...just blame myslf i m just a bitch...haisss...

always got a bad romance , when then i can have a good 1...i really tired of all this...T.T...

WTH M I THINKING NOW....I FEEL LIKE SHOUTTING =(

i felt the worst thing happen

Since the dae wif u i felt that will not be the long lasting one not that i always go for -tive thinking is because in the begining..i m already wrong i should not invole inside ur r/s with her...i admit i m a third party which you always sae i am not...but i knw myslf well...but nvm ba... i still young btw...ii know you will choose her... you always tell mi tat 3 yrs r/s not click de hua jiu should not waste both party time..., let mi tell u you still love her...u wan her more baddlly than mi... you sae u love mi bcus she not around wif u..you feeling lonely nobody care you but yet...i come in show u my love towards you...so u feel tat u fall for mi ...i m a bitch...i knw...i should't play this love game wif u...cus it really make thing worst you cannt decide the best sloution but i always remind you tat you have a gf which still waiting for u... our song always will be the song that sing out the truth..